1 month

I’ve officially been home for 1 month.

I’ve spoken to Philip maybe 3 times since I’ve been home.

I’ve seen him 0 times.

This is a great way to work on "dating". Yeah, right.

But everytime I start to think he really doesn’t want anything to do with me, he calls & we have a really good conversation.

So yeah, I’m confused.

Oh, and someone else I was talking to as friends, is now seeing(fucking) someone and wants nothing more to do with me either. "Friends" my ass…

I’m gonna become a nun.