Time and Motivation appear to clash

Does that happen to anybody else? You only really feel motivated to write something when you don’t have the time to do so? I’d estimate I have roughly five minutes which really doesn’t give me enough time to get deep into just exactly what’s going on. I just want to be able to sort of open up my mouth and let the words fall out (which perhaps I do more than I should in social situations) but unfortunately… no time!

All I really wanna say is that I’m up and down like crazy now, great one day and depressed the other, and I really wish it would just fuck off. Ugh, time’s up!