SMASH SMASH SMASH and a revelation.

Welp. Let’s do the run-down:

Terrible, terrible day at work: Check.
Gyms closed due to labour dispute: Check.
Inner turmoil threatening to rip me apart: Check.
Friend being a total cunt: Check.

All-in-all this is a pretty great day. Sweet.

On the upside, I think I’ve discovered the reason for my seemingly-random depression. I need things to look forward to. Pretty simple, eh? If I have a game I want to finish? I’m happy. If I have someone online I can rely on being able to talk to (or made an e-date to talk to), I’m happy. If I’m going to the gym that day? I’m happy.

I just need something to focus on…

But yeah, right now I just wanna break something.