How Weird is This?

Remember the stalker I had?  The best friends g/f that the woman the ex was cheating on me with sicced on me?

Yeah, she called me today…twice!  Like nothing had happened.  She was all like "I hope there is no animosity between us"  UGH

She called ME, looking for the best friend I haven’t seen in I dunno how long because she was stalking me. 

I told her point blank that I am still in love with me ex and always will be, and that I know what she is feeling because when he cheated on me with Clowny (the one that sicced her on me) I felt the same way, but it was with good reason.  Will it get back to him?  Prolly but who cares?  Will Clowny feel like she won something?  Prolly, but who cares.  She got shithole, that means I won LOL

I ended up telling her all about how she should trust the guy, that the problems between them were because of her not trusting him.  Hopefully she will start to and things will calm down.  I love Drew the way you love any of your favorite ppl, but I am not IN love with him.  She needs to accept that and let their relationship become what it can.

Anyway, hopefully I did the right thing.  I may not get to see or talk to or email Drew anymore, but he will be with me my whole life because he is in my heart…in that place you reserve for really remarkable people where there is no room for romantic love.  I hope I will always be in his in the same way.  If so, Stalker can never get us out of each others lives, not really.  If she realizes that, things should calm down for him with her and he can be happy.

 Then she called me back to tell me she had located him and thank me for talking to her and ‘your words’.  I told her the same stuff again.  Quit looking for trouble or you WILL find it, and there is no basis for it.  You are digging your own grave.  Accept that he is a GOOD person and be done with it.  Why create misery and drama for yourself when you don’t have to.

AM I too much of a good person?

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