So, Some Stuff…

Soooooo…
Stayed round Alans last night.
but i was soooo damn tired. 🙁

We talked, and we sat down in the living room with his family, which was nice.
I felt involved, and i know he made a point of doing so 🙂
we didnt talk about us much… for some reason.
hmm

BUT something funny.
the other night, i actually fell asleep IN THE MIDDLE of setting the alarm on my phone.
woke up with it next to me, on the time 3:36 or something crazy!!
haha how mad is that?!

work still hasnt pulled me up on the complaint.
AND i handed my notice in today 🙂
its a new moon today,
Which is a good time for "new beginnings" so couldnt be a more perfect day for it!

i also made a nice dinner tonight.
well
it was a MASSIVE pizza, so big i didnt know they existed. apparently theyre even bigger in America. I want one.
haha, and some pasta tortellini. it came out quite nice! :):)

Im also still thinking about a relationship with Alan. Not sure if this will be such a good idea.
i dont want to lead him on, although at the same time i dont want to hurt him by going out with him, then ending it not so far into the relationship.
argh.

I have to go to this ladys house tonight.
for what purpose i am not so sure…
shes going to be there, yet its called babysitting… or in my words. "Babyshitting" haha
its to be there in the morning for them. for an HOUR

she goes to work at 6, they leave for school at 8.
and i wake up at 7. if theyre lucky 😉
haha, however, they even have an alarm clock. AND they do everything themselves, breakfast and all.
SO WHY AM I NEEDED!
i asked if she had any jobs for me to do for her so i can earn a bit more money within the couple of hours im there.
PAH

i shall let you know some more shizzzzz when i have more time my lovelys 🙂