Freefalling

That’s how I feel at the moment.
Feels like the world carried on spinning whilst I was falling off.

Missed the claw marks on its back. 
Neglected to feel tha pain. 
Refused to cry the tears.

And here in this limbo…caught between falling and standing.
The world spins me into a confusion…deeper than the ones I’ve stepped out of before.

Where does it end?
Where did it begin?

The journey (knife) twists.
The hills (struggles) loom overhead
The valleys (darkness) blind the route to firm foundations

It spins and quizzes.  Reels and revolves.  Taunts and laughs in silence.

The world forgot.  I was holding on not wanting to let go.  I clinged to the world whilst the rest went away. 
The world forgot its promise.  Its promise to be my anchor.
The world forgot.

The world forgot and let go.

So here I am.  Freefalling with no destination.