Bite the bullet…

Ok, the very quick lowdown.

There is a guy at work that I really like…it’s only really been in my conscious for a couple of weeks…perhaps a month now.  I knew about it a while back, but sort of just ignored it and got on with it.  He left, then came back, and hey presto – I realise I really like him!

He’s the sort of bloke that flies under the radar for a lot of the time, and then POW…there he is!  Only thing is, I’m not sure if he likes me.  Chatting to a good friend today, I got told – just go for it!  What do I have to lose, right?

Well….we do work together!  And then i told him that I’d lost my bottle recently, and wasn’t as forward as I once was.  I suddenly realised I need to be that "don’t care" girl anymore….just go for it…and just like Doc Pepper says – "what’s the worst that’ll happen?"

Worst that’ll happen – I’ll get knocked back, suffer an ego bashing, then get up and get on with it.  Be embarrassed at work for a bit, have nothing as interesting as him to keep me occupied and get a bit paranoid every now and then.  On the other hand, if I don’t do it – worst that’ll happen – I could be missing out on a top bloke, and worse than that – I could regret it.  I mean, nothing wrong with being forward, huh?

I’ll give it a go once I’ve had a few drinks…I need my bottle from somewhere!!  (I might not wait that long though – I am the most impatient person in the world)!!

*mwah*
LS