Still Haven’t Heard…

… anything back from my interview.  But I’m not going to really worry about it.  If I get that job I will be surprised, but if I don’t I’m not gonna worry about it.

Today has been somewhat of a crappy day to say the least.  I was supposed to have an interview this morning after I dropped Jacob off at work, BUT I ended up missing it as our POS truck decided to run out of gas when we got to his job.  Thank goodness we made it there though and I wasn’t stuck alone on the freeway or something.

Now first of all, all the way to his work, from the time that we got onto the freeway ’til we basically made it there, we fought.  We’ve been doing this quite a bit lately, but never over anything serious…  just stupid shit.  So… this morning we were running late, and I told Jacob to just do his hair in the truck.  Well this truck really isn’t all that big so while he was doing it, every once in awhile he would elbow me.  I told him to just wait and finish doing it when we got to his work, but of course he didn’t listen. 

So while we were exiting onto the 101, he starts doing his hair AGAIN.  I told him to just wait and then he tells me to leave him alone or shut up or something along those lines.  That’s when I told him that he is so hard headed, which he took to the EXTREME.  Now I don’t know what his definition of hard headed is, but evidentally it’s not the same as what most everyone else’s would be.  All I meant by it was that he was stubborn, whereas he took it to mean that I was calling him stupid and ignorant and on and on.

That’s when he told me that if I ever called him hard headed again that he would leave me.  WHAT!!!  That’s when I went off.  I told him that I don’t take kindly to being threatened and that if he is going to leave me to just do it and let me know soon, so that I could figure out how to get a plane ticket back home.  I told him that the next time that HE threatened to leave ME that it would be the last time and that I would be the one leaving him.  Fuck that shit.  Then I told him something about that I’m not his stupid bitch ass ex girlfriend and that he can stop treating me like her.

I just have this feeling that that was the way that he would fight with her.  Not me though.  If he is going to be with me, then he is going to stop with the bullshit threats.  So the rest of the time we were on the freeway to his work it was silent.  When we were getting ready to get off the freeway, he asked me if I was done.  I asked him if he was done wanting to leave me, and he must not of heard me right because he said no, so then I told him no I wasn’t done being mad.  Then he asked me again if I was done being mad, and I told him that when he was done wanting to leave me that would be when I was done being mad.  He said then that he was done.  GRRRRR!!!

So we have fallen now into the regular old relationship of arguing like we are married.  How stupid is that!!!  The funny thing is that both of are signs are really compatible with each other.  And they say that if we ever do argue that they are always going to be BIG and not so pretty.  LOL  But then we get over it rather fast.  And it is so true.  We never stay mad at each other for more than 15 minutes at the most.  I don’t care if we argue every once in awhile.  Nobodies relationship is PERFECT.  I just really need him to quit threatening to leave everytime he doesn’t like something.  That’s just childish bullshit right there.  But I guess that’s when I also realize that he is ONLY 21.  LOL

Once we got to his work I could tell that the truck was almost out of gas.  He went in and got a couple of $$ from someone, and when I went to leave the truck just died.  He had to push me into a parking spot.  LOL  So then his boss was nice enough to call AAA and they eventually brought some gas for us.  We don’t ever really know how much gas we have though unless we just completely fill it up or it’s completely empty.  LOL  The gas gauge is broken.

I got back home safely though, and in the mean time had missed my interview.  I called the lady to let her know what happened and see if she wanted to reschedule.  She hasn’t called back.  Oh well I guess.

Well I had some more stuff to write that I had forgotten about the other day.  Just some stuff about getting letters from my idiot loser ex-bf at my mom’s house.  LOL  He STILL writes there for me.  DUMB ASS!!!  He still wants to try and work things out.  NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS!!!!  Evidentally he can’t realize the fact that he is in PRISON!!!  Oh… and not to mention that I HATE him.  Anyway…  my mom said that she was going to write him and tell him to leave me alone.  She told me not to worry about it because he doesn’t need to know where I am.  He’ll find out eventually because I still talk to Amanda and Ella, who will tell one of his old friends and then it will eventually get back to him.

But I don’t frankly care!!! 

Anyway…  I only have 5 minutes left on this computer, so I’m gonna go ahead and go now.  Later y’all!!!!  LEAVE NOTES!!!!  =)

JamieLynn =)