His Response

Why do I keep opening myself up for heart break?  Maybe one of these days I’ll learn.  Here’s the email I got from Andy…

Yes we are friends and I did miss u these past couple weeks, but this weekend I think changed my mind and the way I felt.    I decided that I still dont want a relationship right now.   That is the whole reason I couldnt figure out and still dont know why u miss me and like me so much.     Because I dont deserve being liked so much by u the way u do.  So Im sorry if I hurt u and lead u on.   I still want to be friends I hope that this isnt gonna ruin things between us as friends.   It did kind of bug me that u slept all day Sun but yea I didnt ask u if u wanted to do anything though either, so I think its a lil my fault too.   I didnt tell u happy birthday because when I took u home u gave me a quick hug and went in the house right away.  I was kinda hurt.   When u got on yahoo pool and started to play twenty questions it made me a lil more mad then,  thats why I signed off and didnt call cuz u sounded like u didnt beileve me anyways no matter what i said.   Thats why i didnt say happy birthday. Again I hope we can be friends.

                         Talk to ya lata.
                          Andy

I don’t really have much to say about this.  Right now I’m just feeling numb.  In the back of my mind I’m glad that we are still friends, and I still wouldn’t give that up for the world.  Right now I still can’t help but feel hurt though too.  Because I honestly can’t really figure out what it was that I did wrong this time.  I think I’m gonna go cry now. 

Later y’all,
JamieLynn