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It’s been awhile….hmm…what to write….

I’ve been rather busy lately…let’s start with work…well it’s sucked ass as usual, but thursday sucked donkey ass in the worst way…I came into work, and half my team was gone which was ok I don’t really care they get on my nerves anyway…but Beverly was there…so it was me, her and Abu…so we’re working…and I don’t know if I’ve written about this before, but Beverly likes to make me do her work as well as mine…

I find it annoying as hell…she’s an older lady and she can’t lift the boxes…she can’t lift the pallets…she’s always complaining that her feet and back hurt…which every once and awhile I don’t mind, but it gets damn old when you have to hear it all of the freakin’ time…so..for the past 3 months I’ve been lifting her boxes…moving her pallets and I’m tired of it..I do twice as much work and get paid the same…and she doesn’t do any and gets paid the same…nope not working for me anymore somehow…

So Thursday, I was pretty much fed up with it so I let her do her own damn work which pissed her ass off…the thing is, she never helps me…even when I ask she makes up an excuse as to why she can’t…so after we came back from the 12:30 break it was my turn to sticker…so I come back, help her sort the books and then go back over to start stickering the books again and she looks over and says, “There are still books to be sorted on the line”..and I said there are only 2 trays, maybe 14 books, don’t you think you can handle it??…she got all pissy and I just started stickering again…she stormed off, and I just thought she was going to the restroom or something right…well Lori(boss) comes over and tells me to stop stickering and I’m like ok, why??…she said Beverly just walked out…hmm…ok then…

So she shut our station down and that was that…I feel bad..I should have just sorted the damn books for her…but…it just got to me that night…now I feel awful for it…if I could go back and put those fucking books away, I would.

Anyway…so that’s work…

Personally…well..I’m dating again so that’s good I guess…although…I can’t say that I missed it all that much…went out with Justin a couple of times…he’s nice…but…would be a better friend…just went out with Corey today…and he’s nice…we’ve been talking for awhile now…so just have to see…

Brian(Jess’ b/f) got out of jail about a week ago…so I don’t get to talk to all that much anymore…I miss her…but she’s been pulling away for the past 2 months or so…which is ok I suppose…shit happens, people change…oh well…

I think that’s about it for now…later~megs