Yep…..Life is good….

Things are going well here…Chris and I are good, still working at borders though….I know I know joey, I should find another job :-).

What else…my sister and her g/f of 4 years are breaking up…and my sister is going to get into a 3 person relationship…which as long as that makes her happy then I suppose that’s what matters…still, I think maybe I find it just a bit strange…that’s going to be 3 women in a relationship…like I said…if she’s happy….then I’m happy…

You ever just look around for a minute and think…how did my life get here…like a year ago, I was sooooo unhappy…I mean I’d still go out and stuff and that was ok, fun and all…still had the same job…but then again I was living at home…couldn’t find anyone that I wanted to get into a relantionship with, dating sucked ass mainly b/c guys just wanted sex and I didn’t want to give it up…and then all of the sudden…I met up with Brian(friend) one night, went over to his house…and met Chris…and every since then it’s just kind of been great. I mean my life wasn’t complete shit before that I know, and it wasn’t just Chris that made me happy, it’s actually feeling like I can do anything I want and go anywhere I set my mind to in life…sure Chris has helped me with that…I guess with my ex I just always felt not good enough…he always put me down and made me feel like shit…and once you start thinking your shit, it’s really difficult to think otherwise….but about 2 months before I met Chris I just got to thinking about shit and I was like fuck it I don’t care anymore. I’m me and if that isn’t good enough then ppl can kiss my ass, and I starting feeling alot better about myself. Things starting going good…then got better…and here I am, probably the happiest in life that I’ve ever been I’d have to say…:-)

ok…now, I’m going to leave it at that…~megs