Unproductiveness, Shake my Snake n’ Stuff

Well…I’d say things are going crappily along as usual. lol I’m not liking my pessemistic attitude these days and it seems as though I’m the only one who can change it and I’m not sure how to…hmm…rather difficult situation I’d say…

For the past two days I’ve called into work and gotten absolutely nothing done except lazying around on my ass…I’m so damn productive…lol I should’ve gotten my ass up and went into work, but I’ve done something to my ankle and it’s all fucked up…going to the doctor tomorrow to see what it is…oh well…

I had a really good weekend last weekend…nothing all that great…friday night…I stayed home in fact…well went to dinner with jess…saturday…went to lunch with jess and zac then to jennifer’s to see her wedding dress(which is REALLY pretty)…then back to jess’ to drop her off so that she could see Brian at 7…then back to my house to shower and all the fun stuff…then back over to jess’ to pick her up to meet zac at Claude and Annie’s(restaurant)…we ate and we were going to go to a movie, but it was 11 by then so then we just drove around for about an hour and a half doing nothing…it was fun though…then Brandon called and we went over to his house…there were alot of people there…and it was sort of nice when I walked in and everyone was hugging me all up and yelling Binks(nickname, I’m not explaining)…it was a good time…we stayed there until about 3:30 and then we(jess, zac, and I) just drove around again…we showed zac our secret gotta get away from the world place that’s out in the middle of no where in a field…he and derek are the only other one’s who know about it…then…I dropped jess off…then zac then I went home and slept…got back up at 10:30 and went over to my grandparents…came home about 8:00 and went to see I am Sam with jess, jennifer and zac…we cried, except zac who sat with a look on his face of, OMG what was I thinking going to a movie like this with 3 women..lol…it was pretty funny…then we went to Steak n’ Shake(nickname Shake my Snake)…sat there for about an hour…then to wal-mart to do nothing…and then home…and that was my weekend….damn that was alot to type out…lol

So…now I’m just sitting here typing about nothing…I talked to doug the other night…I’m going to see him this weekend I think…should be a good time I think…I’ll get to see his new apartment anyway…

I need to find a new job…I’ve been looking…anything where I don’t have to stand on my feet for 10 hours would be nice…don’t know, hope I find something soon….but I want to move in the spring too…damn this is getting annoying…all I really want…is to get out of this place…away from some people here…I wish I could box up all the good memories and people and just take them with me when I leave…too bad that’s not possible…oh well…there are things I will miss…and then there are things that I can’t wait to leave and never have to deal with again…happiness is just around the corner…I just have to figure which corner to turn at that’s all…k…well I’m done babbling now…thanks for listening…later~megs