Sometimes Is Never Quite Enough

Cruelty to People…

I think I’ll start an act for that…they have it for animals…they should have it for humans too…here’s the thing…I have feelings too…I don’t know if anyone noticed that or not…I’m sitting here crying over something stupid that I know tomorrow won’t matter to me at all…

I went out this afternoon with, oh we’ll call him Prick for future reference, seems to fit well! So I went out with him and everything seemed to be going ok, we went back to his house all that crap and we’re sitting there talking and all of the sudden he’s like, “you’re getting chubby on me”…I was like, “I’m sorry”,(what the hell was I apologizing for?) I don’t know…and he said that’s ok, when I’m around you I’ll just monitor your food intake and I was thinking WTF?? excuse me are you serious? I’ve gained 2 pounds this month…so I guess I have put on some weight…but still…*sigh*…so then I just got all quiet…and he asked me if something was wrong, I said no…

So then I just said that I needed to get home and he said, “well I’ll call you later tonight ok?”…what an idiot…don’t bother…freak…

I’m sorry, but I think that was kind of mean…If you’re out with someone…and you’re having a good time…does it really matter? simple question…I know that physical attraction is important, but is it the only thing? is that all that matters? I give up…I truly and honestly do…I’m just so tired of it all..I thought that maybe I would get back out there and all, but I don’t want to anymore…all you do is get hurt, I’ve had enough of all of it, it’s not worth it anymore to me…maybe it’s true…guys have to have sex before love…and women have to have love before sex…kind of a stand off of sorts…

Love: a powerful emotion felt for another person manifesting itself in deep affection, devotion or sexual desire.

My Definition: love: a chemical imbalance in the brain that only lasts for a short while until you come to your senses and realize that hallmark card are full of just empty words that mean nothing…in short…love is temporary insanity.