at this particular time…

…I’m happy 🙂

Well…there isn’t alot going on at the moment. Work is work and that’s about it, I want to find a new job, but the one I have isn’t all that bad I suppose and will do while I’m in school. WHOO HOO I’m going back to school in the fall, it’s about damn time wouldn’t you say? 🙂

I’ve been happy lately for no particular reason at all, which is nice. I’m getting ready to move again, should be cool I’m moving in with my friend Jen. Which should work out well because I know her, but we’re not like great friends or anything, for a roommate that’s all you really need. My sister is moving back to Indy so I’m happy about that. I haven’t seen her in over a year and a half and I miss her SOOO MUCH…too bad she’s bringing her g/f with her, but oh well. I just think she could do alot better, find someone to treat her better…hmm..I’m one to talk about relationships, I suck at them, so maybe I should just keep my mouth shut…lol

Speaking of the relationship situation…I’ve got nothing…still single…well sorta…if that makes any sense whatsoever…which I’m sure it doesn’t at all…:-)…I’ve been seeing “CC” for about a month and a half now, but he lives like an hour away which isn’t going to work for a “relationship”, but I talked to him and I’m saying ya know a friends with “benefits” relationship is cool with me if he can handle it, he said he could. I’m not so sure though cause when I don’t call him like every fucking day he thinks I’m angry at him or something…we’ve talked about that too…I told him ya know just because I don’t talk to you every day doesn’t mean I’m mad at you…he said he understood…and then the next day he called…hmm…I don’t know just have to see how it works out I suppose…he’s a nice guy, just too far away…

hmmm…..nothing else really….listening to the new Alanis cd…it’s rather good…

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful

so unloved for someone so fine

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

so ignorant for someone of sound mind

~so unsexy~alanis

later~megs