Tiger lilies

 I’ve been at work since 7am, decided to leave an hour early and get some lunch 

The boyfriend texted me to ask where I’m working today and I told him "from this job to lunch to the other job"
To my surprise, I walk to my car and I just sit down and close the door, there is a knock on the window and he’s standing outside with lilies in his hand. 

I’m shaking at this point… I don’t know why. 
When he asked me my schedule, I told him and I think I was anticipating him coming, if he didn’t, I would have been okay but I expected it. So that wasn’t the surprise. 

The surprise was the flowers in his hands. I didn’t need them or want them or mentioned anything about them to him. I remember, telling him in conversation that lilies were my favorite a few weeks ago. So the surprise was the flowers and the fact that they were lilies. I see him every day, literally even just for an hour. So it wasn’t as if I didn’t see him for a while and he brought me flowers or it wasn’t a special occasion. 

They were "just because" flowers.. and I have never gotten that in my entire life. I’m in awe and while I think I finally stopped shaking, my hearts beating really fast. I like him and his sweet gestures. I don’t need any of that, I’m not a bring me chocolates and flowers kind of girl but because he did this out of his own heart and will, I’m jus…speechless. 

He’s spoiling me and it’s not cause he’s trying to get in my pants or get with me or anything. He has me, he knows it, we both know it. 
He gives me this vibe of him being happy with me and he’s purposely trying to spoil me. He wants to be better to me than my ex’s cause he knows how they were. 

It’s working. He’s adorable. 

11:48am