Smitten
I am extremely smitten.
I know I’m not in love and it’s this intense "like" but it’s not crazy where I long for him but it’s more calm and deep. I want him. not in that girlish type of way but in this way where it’s his company I long for. It’s his words I want to hear, those same words that elevate me to cloud 9.
He doesn’t even say mushy things, it’s just little things like picking up my call when he’s out with his cousins and they know he’s talking to me so they say something loud enough for me to hear… and use my name. However, I don’t even know they exist.
It’s when he calls me and says,
"Sorry for falling asleep on you earlier"
Me: "Oh, don’t worry! It happens"
"Your too good to not be mad at that. Thank you"
It’s little things like when he asks me if I wanted to have a quick dinner with him before I go out tomorrow night…even though I told him I’m leaving right after work. I give in, YES, I’ll have dinner with you. I was rushing over to go before but because you asked, I don’t care, I’ll be late! I wanna take you with me! lol.
I’m extremely smitten.
He’s adorable.
Thanks for the note. I don’t want to be reminded of my past, so I was happy thinking my diaries had all been deleted (but apparently not!). Its lovely to feel smitten about someone. Unfortunately after a while it wears off..
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