My Birthday

 I don’t expect much from others when it’s my birthday, infact I don’t expect anything. 

When Matt texted me saying let me take you out, I said okay and I was a little excited. Not gonna lie. 

We went out to a nice dinner and after that he was driving and I realized it’s the area where my train station. Without thinking twice about it, I was like "oh hey! look its the train station!" and then I realized, we weren’t passing it, he was taking me to it. 

It was 8:00pm and I asked him where he is going:

"To the train station"

I was pissed off. You ask to take me out and I actually expected my birthday to be special because I had a significant other who loved me. but at 8pm, right after dinner you are dropping me off so I can go home??? While on other days, you can’t even let me go home at 11pm, you beg me to stay but today you are driving me yourself there!! 

I said all that to him, he drove away and stopped by the lake. "Take me home" I told him, I did not want to talk to him or be around him. I felt stupid for making it a big deal and for having him drive me to the lake to "talk" I didn’t wanna talk anymore. 

He dropped me off at 9pm, I waited for my train til 9:40 and went home by 10:30. 

He called me again and I was in no mood. He ruined the night for me. I would have been better off coming straight home after school.

Why does this always happen at my birthday. What am I ever expecting????? 

I just wanted a nice night, I don’t care if we jus went home and watched a movie, I didn’t want anything big…