Know your self worth

I hate myself, my emotions and my thoughts.

Reading through my old diary and saying those things about people. How was I such an idiot to think he knew my worth? He didn’t, I was like a checklist that he didn’t finish.

Smart
Cute
Educated
Decent
Ladylike
Caring
Willing

He sized me up like a homework assignment but he couldn’t finish because there were too many parts to this one assignment. 
He controlled me and I thought that was love. He dominated me and I thought I liked it. 
He made me feel so low and I thought he knew my self worth. I was nothing more than a checklist.

It makes me sick to my stomach to read what I felt for him. How I fell for him. How he manipulated me and made me feel like I needed to be better in order to be with him, like I didn’t deserve him, like I should be thankful for him.

Where is my self worth. 
Where is my common sense.

Dear fellas, sometimes you stoop real low to get a girl and keep her, even though you know she deserves better, that she can HAVE better. Making her feel like a piece of shit doesn’t make her wanna stay, the right woman will leave you. Because she will come to the realization that she can have better.

The right woman, doesn’t need better in terms of money or status, it’s the person that matters, it’s what you say, how you are, what you do! 

FIX YOURSELVES. both women and men alike. Get your morals straight.

Know. What. You. Are. Worth.