01/22/2011

 Ever felt like no matter what you do, its not enough?

No matter what you say, is never the right thing?

No matter what you do, you can’t do it right?

Ever felt that from your family?

I don’t know if I’m really the issue or if they are making me an issue. But honestly, feel like I’m a burden to them all. Including my parents.

Yeah, imagine how that feels. I’m sure it’s not like that. But right now its really hard to believe that. 

I don’t know what to do. How to let these frustrations go. 

I can’t enjoy anything because I’m always, always, always worried and thinking of something. Is it like this with everyone? Is this normal? I thought this phase of "oh my family doesn’t understand me or like me" ends after high school. I thought it did. Why is it back? They proved to me they feel this. 

I am so frustrated. 
I am so frustrated.

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January 22, 2011

🙁 *hugs*

January 22, 2011

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January 23, 2011

im sorry hun. my family is a piece of work too. It feels like sometimes they go out of their way to make comments about how I live my life. I am pretty unconventional but I’m still an adult and all they make me want to do it distance myself from them. I dont know what youre going through with your family but whatever it is, all you want is to feel welcomed and accepted by your own family.

January 26, 2011

RYN: I graduate in MAY!!! im so excited. I need to get out of here badly, more than you will ever know. Ive been 250 miles away from everyone i know and love for about 3 years.