i run to you

i changed the privacy settings on a bunch of my older entries again, i feel like i still need them public because they’re a really important part of understanding who i am right now, who i was a year ago.

i’m currently supposed to be working on the final edit of the nonfiction story i wrote for creative writing. i wrote it from rhea’s point of view, about her. after having second thoughts i included myself in the story. i think it turned out well. rhea read it, and she said it sounded just like her. i wanted to read it to jeremy too, he didn’t even know it was about her, all i said was that he was sort of in it, but he didn’t call last night after i sent him the message, so now i’m never reading it to him.

in the story i don’t even use his name, or talk about a boy really. i just hint at it. i thought it was sort of clever.

also, i’m listening to i run to you by lady antebellum on repeat. j put it on the cd he made me for my birthday, i think it’s my favorite song on the whole cd.

okay, seriously, working now.