The Isolation of Evolution

I believe in this “other” time you speak of. I believe in this rain cloud being just an mirrage. I believe in the impossibility of reason. Contributing the hand of motion, togetherness, and complete dedication. Devotion on a level unimaginable, distance, delusion. Mind controling warmth, falling apart pieces at a time. Crystal clear emotion, oceans so inpenetrable. Inner soul with such graciousness and glory, exterior decay. Default set on cruise, slowly evaporating. Exhale shards of ice, numbing the process. I belive in this present time, this immense hemisphere. This intolerable diffused grasp on the matter. The matter being the evolution of my direct path, being set a-blaze behind my gentle steps. Id love to believe in this “other” time you speak of. I use to believe in the mirrage, I mearly belive in you at this point. Acually you no longer matter to me. You are vanished….. you are obsolete…..I am isolated

i am hiding from the world it is a scary place with evil peaple who have no heart and dont care bout nothing so i am hiding under my covers ha ha ha j/p well thanx for writing me talk to u later and keep writing check u later

Evil Little Ducky

December 15, 2004

hey hun, that font hurts my eyes. But good writing. Yaay. Okay gotta go to class. Love you. Byebye

SubliminalWarmth

oooh, deep–whats the hell is up with that?, i hope things are good, i fuking miss you hunny!!!!! so so much, im hoping to call you in a few here, ah god today was a fuked day, i need some steve fo shizzle…i love the font by the way its phat, and ur diary got different-AGAIN!, keep it real nigs, oh my god!- SMOKE SOME GANJ FOR ME PLEEEASE!!! lots of love-your illest nig ger (hehe) Stina

i am breathing… shallow and slightly pained…i will divulge soon

RYN: hey you knew some of the lyrics!.. funny …well ttyl!

much is better when you dont feel that your life is crazhing around you… all is well, and thanks for the notes

December 26, 2004

i still miss you slutmuffin…

January 21, 2005

I miss you. I need some steve lovin. Tell me you’ll hold me…and protect me from this awful place. I love you.

February 11, 2005

MISS YOU LOVE YOU

Unseen_Pain

February 27, 2005

Our hearts ride the waves in a violent ocean storm, confused and tossed aside, we wait for the clouds to break.

simple-thoughts

March 19, 2005

HEY YOU DONT STOP WRITING. if you do.. please emial me or something, i would love to keep in contact!!!! Smiles Trista

You wrote me a note, and I came to this diary and actually became interested when I began to read from it. And then my interest became complete disappointment when I discovered that you discontinued writing in here almost half a year ago. Now that’s just not fair.

July 25, 2005

wow it was so nice to hear from you!!! thank you for your compliment. if your not writing so much. do you have msn or anything like that? i would to keep in touch.. hope all is well hugs Trista

August 26, 2005

you should write in here. I miss you baby. I wanna be in your arms. :o* ~kiss~ I love you forever and always. bye Hunny.

November 10, 2005

“I need to start writing poetry in here again.” Yes you do! I miss reading your words! I’m glad we worked everything out and we are happy. That’s the best part of our relationship. no matter how much we fight, or piss eachother off. we always make up in the end. Cause you ARE the only person that makes me happy. And you ARE the only one for me! Thanks for the note by the way! Love you! Bye!

January 21, 2006

you need to write agian.. thanks for the note.. hope you and your gf are great!!!! Trista