Goodbye, OD

For many years now, I’ve had many friends I could count on. In retrospect, I didn’t return the gift to them. And for that? I truly am sorry- and paying for it now.

 

I just wanted to drop a note to say goodbye to OD and the many I have met here on OD… if I do write, it will be privately, for myself. I have some thinking I need to do.

 

I have been childish, and selfish. I don’t know what brought me to this person I am, but I have been. And I want those two to know, publicly, I am sorry. I don’t even know if you both will see this.

 

Its high time that I start facing the fact, that I need to do some soul searching.

 

Ado, to all of you, and may things pan out… maybe one day things will get better- for all of us. But in the meantime…

 

mandi.lucero@gmail.com Is a way you can reach me. If you need my number, say so, Ill be reading notes for awhile and Ill reply as soon as I can.

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best of luck to you Amanda.

ryn: It’s probably a pimple. Just now it’s not bothering me, which is good. 🙂 *hugs*

L
March 6, 2018

Hey girl! Will you be writing here? 😀

March 6, 2018

@ladyhawk_1. I will be.

I’ve started a entry… Just stalled. 😂 While it still feels like “home” and I’ve found no where else to write…. I’m still nervous. 😕 I feel like its a dream, about to be pulled out from under me. And I can’t deal with that. 😞

L
March 6, 2018

I know. And I’m afraid I won’t be able to afford the measly $4 a month to continue after my trial 30 days is up.

March 6, 2018

@ladyhawk_1 😞 and I had the lifetime membership beforehand so I was set. 😞 I hate their requiring everyone to pay now.

L
March 7, 2018

Your lifetime membership should still be honored. Ask the diarymaster about it if you decide to stay.

March 7, 2018

@ladyhawk_1 oh it is. Ill always have OD. I was part of last round of beta testers. Even then couldn’t write a entry. 😕