11/22/2011
Im trying to remind myself to be positive… so… that being said.. this is the prompt I chose:
2. Make a list: 5 every day favorite things, 4 mood-lifters, 3 reasons to get out of bed, 2 people you love and 1 thing you love about yourself.
(Yes, I realize this is yesterdays…. so sue me… )
5 every day fav things:
My sons smile…. my drive home from work…. watching my sons smile get bigger once I pick him up from a long day at school…. talking to my mom… and curling up in bed at the end of a long day.
4 mood lifters:
Good music. Vanilla or soothing candles… My son telling me he loves me, or Im beautiful. My son cuddling with me when he knows I need it.
3 reasons to get out of bed:
Im hungry. The cats hungry. The kid is hungry.
2 people you love:
My son, hands down. And my friends, all of you.
1 thing I love about myself:
My eyes. They change color, and usually fit my mood, without doubt.
**Side note: Im in a mess… I have baby fever… would only go to figure, with everyone being pregnant right now that I know, right? *sighs* Everyone keeps saying "Adopt, adopt!" But… if youve had a child… you know that wouldnt be the same…. **
I love the list. *HUGS* No, adoption just isn’t the same. I want a baby so bad right now it hurts. I’m seriously considering “forgetting” my birth control at home while I’m in Georgia and praying for an “accident”… I know that’s terrible, but I want a baby so bad… I feel your pain, Mandi. Truly. I’m sorry.
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