time passed by

Okay, so heres my continuation… As time passed i started to see less and less of my boyfriend. I was seeing more and more of his friends. He would leave me at his friends house and go out all night. Which at first didnt bother me, because i loved his friends. We got along really good. But then he started to get really controlling. He wouldnt let me talk to anyone. His friends werent allowed to have friends over if i was at their house, and if someone did just show up, i had to call him asap. If he didnt want that person there, then i had to tell them to leave, even if i didnt know them. He hated my best friend, and they were constantly arguing. I had to switch between them. if i was with him then i couldnt be around her, and vice versa. I wasnt allowed to really have any other friends. He was my only one. I would be stuck at his friends house for days in a row. He would come by there to bring something to eat, or give me money, tell me loved me. You know, all that nonsense. Things started to get out of hand. I was never home and it was causing a lot of problems with my family. I started using drugs. It was the only way to make the days go by faster. But i got over that quick. It didnt last but maybe 2 months. But during that time period it seemed as if life didnt make sense at all. I wanted to do was be with him. I pushed away all of my family, including my best friend. I wouldnt even really talk to his friends anymore and i was at their house. Anytime anyone came by there i was in a seperate room from them. They were all afraid of my boyfriend so no one would even talk to me anyone. if i was in the room everyone else would be in the living room. If i went out to the living room to try to visit, they would all go to the room. No one would sit by me, talk to me, and half the time, even look at me. Then he started to accuse me of cheating. Well, im gonna go for now. I’ll write some more in a while…