Tsunami Appeal Gig (Vanilla Pod)

One of my close mates brother is in a band called Vanilla Pod

http://www.vanillapod.org

if you’re interested

he did a gig with a load of bands last night

shit hot night

Adam Mason tried to hit on me lolol

Adam – “So you pulled tonight?”

Me – “No.”

Adam – “Why not?”

Me – “I dont wanna lol”

Adam – “Aw well I’d go out with you if I had the chance”

Me – “I’m kinda cool being single at the mo thanks…you know after me and Charlie”

*I move swiftly on to escape from him*

bless.

he’s nice really

tries to shag anything with a pulse though

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Bradley went.

He’s so nice.

But so…touchy feely…

slimy…

not nice.

Gemma and Ashley kept calling me over whenever he was trying to hug me.

lololol

so funny

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Danny E was the singer in one of the bands!!

i went out with him the whole way through primary school…from about age 5 til about 10

he’s so nice, but turning into a bit…a lot…of a waster

i can’t remember any of the bands names except Vanilla Pod lol

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Endrez seemed a bit upset at some points…lots of cuddles

SO many people had a go at me for smoking.

Zoes mum said i shouldve smoked at their house before we left, they wouldntve minded and Zoe’s dad tried one of my fags coz it was pink lol

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sat chatting to Zoes lil bro stuart and his friend Tom for a lot of the night

found out a lot.

bless Tom

he was always in the year below me so i never really got to know him

though his dad is best mates with my grandad

but, he has so many problems

such a bad temper

havign treatment and he’s trying so so hard

but things always get blamed on him

and when he loses his temper everyone forgets how hard he’s trying

*sigh*

such low self-esteem

and yet such a nice lad

had a really honest chat

found out what people think of me who dont know me

Tom – “I don’t know how you’re always so happy”

Me – “huh?”

Tom – “whenever i see you you’re grinning or making a joke”

this lead onto conversations about compensating for own insecurities by being confident.

im so surprised.

he gave me his msn address…

thats another person I’m acting as agony aunt to

(sorry Henry! I may be doing too much and taking on too many peopls problems but i just cant say no when i think i can have a go at trying to help…)

and he kept repeating all night that it shoudlnt just be him and Stuart talking about their problems and forced me to too lol

got a lot off my chest

relationship with dad

sex

Apple

when a guy tried to rape me

cutting

self confidence issues

I’m kinda…

calm

today

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Purple Eyeshadow xx