The notion that I am me…

…feels like a pebble in my shoe.

I have exactly 1 month of exams heading my way. First exam is 23rd of May. Biology Practical. Then 24th is physics practical. Then I get some time off and the rest of my exams are clumped between the 9th and 23rd of June. I have so so many exams to do and so so so much stuff to learn. Psychology I’m OK with. I get As in pretty much everything but I still need to sit down and memorise it all. Biology I’m scared about. *sigh* Seriously need to get to work. Physics I am fucked. Don’t know any of it. Not interested in knowing it. Need to know it. Fucked. Meh.

I’m actually putting off doing work right now. I’ve just done 2 psychology essays. That was fun. I should be doing some physics or biology now but I just really don’t want to.

I have one particular issue right now that I really want to ramble about but I dunno, doesn’t feel right doing it here. 2 people I wouldn’t like reading about it. One because it’s about him and one because I can’t talk to him about it so I’d rather he knew nothing. That’s all that’s been on my mind recently though. It’s horrible that the two people who I want to spend my time with are both so far away. (and in opposite directions) It’s also horrible that I have problems seeing both of them. (Yes, Jordan, it’s the same with Henry).

*sighs* I don’t even want to be writing in here. I’m watching sky sports news for all the sven stuff and it’s boring. He didn’t even pick my baby Wright-Phillips! what’s with that?? Meh.

I’m cold. Lauren x