stupid entry

Well I stayed over at Jason’s. hmmm…well we’re back together. hmmm…I do love him. I do. But I don’t know how long it’s going to last. I’m not sure about it all. I think it’s a mistake us being together but I dunno. we shall see. we shall see.

He was gonna stay at mine tonight but i said i couldn’t coz i was gonna meet my madre and padre when i finished work and go out for a meal with them. but i got a phone call from my homer saying that my grandad had been taken back into hospital so marge was there. so we werent going. obviously. my dad came to pick me up then went to get my nan from the hospital so she could go home and have her insulin injection and then take her back to the hospital. mum and nan ended up being there over 6 hours. blah. and so mum was in a stress when she got back. ive been at work all day as has my brother and my dad has been sorting out the hedge (which mum has been on at him about for ages…even tho he’s scared of heights and our hedge is *tall*) and she started moaning that the house was a mess and she has been up the hospital and hasnt had time to clean and couldnt we help out. *sighs* no we couldnt. i understand why she was stressy n everything tho. but…*shrugs* I dunno. this entry isnt being written very well. i keep stopping and i have a headache so i cant think of words and im tired so i just cant be bothered

im so accident prone at the moment. I have cut all my leg open, ive burnt my arm, ive banged my arm a million times at work today ive been dropping stuff (including the handheld computer at work) tripping up etc etc etc. i suck at the minute. it’s this problem with my ear i’m sure. I have been getting earache everyday for the past like 2 months. its not any worse recently but the dizziness has been getting worse. i didnt get very dizzy before this last week but bah its weird now.

oooh last night i had a really long dream. i cant be bothered to go into it and i cant remember much of it but i will tell you that i was in a big brother house. and i was in teh hot tub talking and there were only like 4 people left and all of a sudden big brother announced that we would be having some guests for the evening, and all fo our families came in. my grandad who has just had the operation was there and he tried to speak to me but he had a *really* bad stammer. my nan then explained he had had a stroke while i was in the big brother house and it had affected his speech (can you actually get stammers from strokes?) *sigh* that  was the end of my dream because it woke me up. it was *horrible* I mean, he couldnt even get a word out. i have no idea what he was trying to say. it upset me a little even though i knew it was only a dream. and then i got a phone call at work saying he was taken back into hospital and i was like "omg" but meh.

this entry is stupid

-lauren