stuff but no things

weird…just before i started this i looked down at my arm and it was covered in blood. i noticed a bit of blood on my finger earlier and wondered where it had come from and i guess now i know. tiny little cut but it’s still bleeding…hmmm

oh talking of blood. bless my darling boyfriend. oh i do love him with everything that i am. we were gonna cook spag bol and…he doesn’t do cooking unless it’s bacon in the microwave or an omelette (wonder how much monaing i’ll get in response to that statement) and he wanted to be involved in the whole cooking process. He was cutting the pepper and it took him about 2 seconds to cut his finger. I’m not exaggerating there…it was “i’ll do it…give it here…*pause*…YOU DO IT!” Oh how i laughed. bless his little cottons.

parents away. milling about between lynn and london. trying to make myself make time to see the grandparents but *sighs*. Going to nan Pams this evening for dinner and nan Ursula’s for dinner tomorrow night. Makes me laugh going to theirs for dinner because they never know what to cook a veggie so i cook my own food anyway…just in their oven. nan ursula’s making me a veggie goulash though. that’s one thing i do miss being veggie..my nan’s goulash. she’s only made me a veggie one once before but i remember enjoying it so i’m looking forward to it.

jord’s stressed at the mo. hope he knows i love him.

jamie’s got a black eye…his older brother had aspergers syndrome and he’s been struggling with his moods recently *sighs* i feel sorry for Jamie sometimes. bless him. he’ll be so glad to move back to cambridge. i’ve always loved the way his older brother speaks. he’s so relaxed and doesn’t put much effort into the way he moves or speaks. he speaks softly and you can just tell that he’s intelligent. he pronounces all his ts and every word is spoken properly. that’s because of his aspergers syndrome apparently. i wonder if it was his asperger’s syndrome that got him into Cambridge uni…i mean it makes you focus on certain interests and his degree is VERY focussed. and obviously it’s made him well spoken and to get into Cambridge it’s unofficially a requirement. *shrugs* his laid back attitude is down to his weed smoking partly lol. it’s almost constant. he has a problem…but i love him anyway and (jordan don’t read this bit) he’s FIT. bless – he shares a room with Jamie and when i stayed over at the weekend he looked so funny sleeping. (only looked at him because i was trying not to make much noise when i was getting ready and their door creaks and i kept checking whether i had woken him or not…i wasn’t perving hehe)

anyway…best go smoke before i have to leave to go to nans.

lateeeeerzzzz

xxx