stuff and things
in recent news – my brother has a job! a REAL one! well…he had a job before…but full time in a supermarket while he was looking for work after his degree. and now, after about a million interviews and one particular woman bugging my brother to keep applying for jobs in her department until he got one…he’s working as an assistant buyer in the hospital round here. he’s chuffed. *applauds big brother*
jordan is still a pretty little boy. he’s being an annoying fuck at the minute as usual *winks at Jor*. I love him with all my heart. I’m so happy with him. yeah we have our squabbles (which are my fault a lot of the time) but I could not wish for any more than I have. Even if I COULD wish for more, I wouldn’t want it. I have a little welsh guy and that’s just perfect for me.
we went to hitchin last weekend to see what it was like because of the possibility of him moving there. the flat we went to see was just all wrong and it was a little more expensive than letchworth (another place he’s considering moving) but it was a nice place. i think he could find a nice place there…if he hunts enough to find one at a good enough price (but, just between me and you…i don’t like Hitchin that much. I’m sure I would like it if I had seen it before I saw Letchworth but…i LOVE letchworth)
anyway, enough about welshy..moving into my house in cambridge next saturday. i’m excited. really excited. it’ll be fun.
parents disappeared for 19 days on holiday. they went this morning. got up at 5am to take them to the train station. had a 2 n a half hour delay because the plane had a puncture. *laughs* my dad is a REALLY nervous flying. sure that didn’t help in the slightest. it’s my mum’s birthday while they’re out there. i didn’t really want them to go – i’ve been getting on with them so well recently. i’m going to miss them a lot. i’ve never been like that when they’ve gone on holiday. i’ve always been glad to have the house to myself but… *frowns*
since the holiday i’ve half made up with emily and ella – haven’t spoken to rachel stevens but things are cool with us. tara has been messaging me saying “i love you lauren…this is silly…i think you’re wonderful”. she’s found out that i’ve made up with the others and now she’s trying to make up. she knows where she can shove that. the others weren’t bitching about me on facebook trying to embarrass me and make me feel bad and being immature. i’m stubborn so if she thinks her little messages on facebook are gonna get me to give her the time of day she needs to think again.
*sighs* i’m trying to catch up on everything but i just have jordan on my mind. i miss him so much. i havent seen him since the weekend which isn’t that long, i know…and normally it wouldn’t be a problem but i’m not seeing him this weekend because he’s seeing Tom in Norwich…and I was going to go to his tomorrow night and go from his to work and let him go off to Tom but I didn’t really want to dump my dog at my nan’s too early. and…i’m missing my parents a lot. it’s been good to have my dog here today to keep me busy. especially as my brother has his girlfriend staying tonight and i’m…lonely. my nan loves having Chester so it’ll be hard to get him back and…i dunno…i want to go to jords but…*sighs* god i miss him…
– By Lol x