Sleep or Walk?

I don’t know what’s going on with me lately. I’m quite capable of carrying on as normal – i seem just the same to all my friends but I just don’t feel anything. I’m not upset. I’m not frustrated. I’m not happy. I’m just not anything and it’s so strange. I haven’t been cutting so much recently…not because I’ve been trying not to but because I don’t feel like I need to. *shrugs* Things are so fucked up at home right now (yes, yes, I am at home) and I can’t force myself to care. Or maybe I’ve given up? I don’t know. I don’t even have the energy to pay attention to what I’m typing. That’s why I haven’t been making anyentries – I don’t have any feelings to record and I just can’t be bothered to go over what’s been happening. All I want to do is sleep…or walk.

Lol xx