self harming

SO stupid

i feel so lifeless today

really…down

not for any real reason.

i guess im tired and getting stressed easily

ive been thinking about selfharming today.

such an idiot.

i guess im just forcing myself to write it down…or type it

and

think it through

so i realise how stupid im being

i havent done it for ages

so why start again now?

ive got my dance show to think of

if i start

will i carry on?

or can i make it just this once?

i really dont need cuts while im dancing in a fishnet tights hot pants and a bra do i?

but perhaps just tonight wont hurt

i dunno

i need to release some stress

but im being an

idiot

henry

January 18, 2005

try holding onto an ice cube

Better.is.no.excuse

i do that too. or i mean i try not to. the other night i did it for the fisrt time in a few months. i kinda regret it cause i HATE covering it up. try not to do it. if someone see’s it and it gets outta hand, ya might not think its worth it. ryn: aww thanks! haha…I loved your answer!