Resorted to Fear Factor Repeats!

So I went to work in Cambridge yesterday. Jordan came back from Wales yesterday. Jordan just happens to decide to visit me at Cambridge and go straight to work this morning from mine as I decide to stay in Cmabridge instead of going home. So I got to see my baby last night. It was nice to see him. I didn’t think I would be able to see him again before the funeral.

Before Jord arrived I decided to nip to the shop to get some fags. On my way I bumped into Jamie (good friend at uni). To be completely honest, I had actually forgotten he was back at uni – otherwise I would’ve rung his extension and made him keep me company while I waited for Jord. But anyway he was with a friend so I hung about with them for a bit. She seemed nice (Jamie’s friend) but a bit…erm…not my kind of person. A bit of a loner, a bit uncomfortable with company not like her. And I am NOT like her. I guess it was partly my fault. I haven’t seen Jamie for 5 weeks so I was a little hyper and was catching up with him. I guess I ignored her a little bit. Don’t get me wrong, we had a chat and she joined in the conversations but I couldn’t see much I had in common with her.

Me, Jamie and Jord go for a drink once he arrives. I sit quietly with my glass of wine and cigarettes whilst Jordan and Jamie talk geek over beer. There were lots of quotes being said from geeky things. I half blanked out.

Me and Jordan go grab a pizza and eat it on my bed watching TV then snuggle down in bed because he has to get up early for work.

I still freak out sometimes…in bed…because of everything that’s happened and last night was NOT a good night. I have no idea why. I honestly don’t. Nothing’s happened recently. But Jordan was the sweetie that he always is. I must remember to thank him again for that…

Came home today and went to my building society to transfer £1000 of my loan to my mum’s account. Also ordered a new card because I’ve been having trouble with my chip and my signature is VERY faded. Woo. Should be with me in 7-10 days. Is it sad that I’m excited?

Also bought some new cushions for my uni room today. 4 to be exact and I already have a MASSIVE cushion that Jord bought me and of course all my pillows. I plan to cover my room in cushions. I love to be comfortable *grins*.

Best stop rambling about nothing. I’m just bored. I’ve resorted to watching Fear Factor repeats. Blah.

Lauren xx