random stuff

the weekend was so good. went to stay at a friend Rachel Stevens for her birthday sleepover. SO much fun. We had our traditional pass the parcel. we each got a candle, pretty little candle holder, magnet with a saying that suited us on it (mine said “whoever said money can’t buy happiness doesn’t know where to shop” and had loadsa shopping bags on it hehe ) erm…some sweets and a bath thing. (mine was a bath mitt in the shape of a dog – coz i just got my bath back and i love dogs – and hubbard got a frog mitt and ella and emily got a shower gel thing each) it was such a good night. i had a 5 minute conversation on the phone to her boyfriend. he thought i was her. *types out extarct of convo*

Simon – “you’re having your party thing tonight aren’t you?”

Lauren – “yeah”

Simon – “Is everyone asleep”

Lauren – “no”

Simon – “aw shame”

as we had spent a while before reading their dirty texts, i thought that was the time that the conversation should stop. i don’t want to hear him talking dirty lol.

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form tutor gave me a ramble today saying i shouldnt be at school coz of my plague coz i’ll end up developng pneumonia *shrugs slightly* she’s a biology teacher and she rambled off loadsa science shizzle and said i should tell my parents i can’t go to school and that i should not go to my first lesson and should go to reception and use the phone to book a doctors appointment. bah. lol. its coz this morning i was a bit…erm…worse. i kinda…couldnt breathe at all lol. it was a little scary but i got over it. over the weekend my ribs have been swollen and this evening ive pulled a muscle in my side from coughing so much. bah.  im fed up of being ill now. im bored of it. please make it go away.

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have so much work to do. maths maths maths. blahdy blahdy blah.

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Ol asked me for the german girl at our schools msn address today *sobs* i still really really like him. i know i’m with jason and i dont think me n ol would ever go out anyway coz he’s a bit of a slag but…meh. i still really like him so its ok for me to be just a teeny bit jealous right? he said something along the lines of him wanting to get to know that german girl at my school. and “she seems really cool and is really fit…but you probably didnt wanna hear that right?” is that him just being ol and not thinking before speaking (which he does a lot) or him getting to me on purpose or him just forgetting there was anything between us ever coz he doesnt like me anymore? *shrugs* i guess it shouldnt matter to me. im with jason.

speaking of people i like. gordon spoke to me lots today. he normally…not avoids me…but its a little awkward between us coz he knows i really like him. but all day today i kept looking round and he was looking at me. and he came and sat next to me for a while and played uno with me n josh. im not stupid, im not reading too far into things, i know he doesnt like me, we’ve established that already but…bah. i wish he did like me. or, i wish he did before i started getting close to jason. god that sounds harsh. i do really love being with jason, dont get me wrong. its just…gordon was my first real crush and…its just…*swoons* lol. i do really like him.

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random stuff

my bag was really heavy at school today

i used my cool rainbow striped fcuk square bottom shaped bag that is amazingly cool but hard to carry

phil and leigh are finally going out

leigh is being mega mega shy

i havent cut for ages – almost all my cuts have healed now

i have to book my driving theory test for 2 weeks time

i had 3 ice lollies today

i need the loo

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Lauren xx