Please let me sleep

Proper craving cheese. mmm…cheese

had a little bit of fun yesterday. Had a corridor party date with Nicole and Laura to sit and get some work done. I’m trying to take every opportunity i can to see Jordan coz I’m gonna miss him so much and so I let him come here so long as he promised to sit quietly and read or amuse himself and let me get on with my work. How dumb can I get? I knew that wasn’t going to happen. Within a while he had Nicole’s guitar (my stupid suggestion as he had nothing to amuse himself with) and soon after that drunken Phil and George had joined him bringing with them, drum, cymball and cow bell. Oh and bottles of wine they were strawpedo-ing. There was a drunken sing-a-long that went on for aaaaaages. Was kinda good though I must admit. Got no work done at all.

There was a break of about 4 hours here while I distracted myself and had a chat with Laura, Nicole, Jamie and Abbey…and now I don’t feel like writing because I’ve got myself all depressed. It’s 4.02am and I have to be up at 8. But, as usual, I’m not at all tired so I now need to decide whether to watch TV and admit I’m not gonna sleep tonight or I try, get frustrated and end up crying because I’ve made myself tired by trying to get to sleep and know that I can’t. And then I’ll cut. hmmm…decisions decisions. At least I have ginger biscuits. How can I solve my sleeping problems? I got to sleep about 7.30am this morning. Woke up at 9 and then got back to sleep after about 20 mins I guess. Jordan then woke me up about…10.30? Well I got out of bed just after 11 so I guess it was about then. Why am I not tired? Please let me go to sleep.

Lauren