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I had to come back online. I tried to go to bed and have a rest and get som sleep or something. But, I’m staying at Jason’s tomorrow. And I’m kinda panicking. I started to cut. But I stopped myself. So I’m jjust kind of amusingmyself to keep myself away from cutting…but I don’t know what to do…
blah. my ribs hurt. It’s weird. When I cut they don’t sting or anything. It only hurts when I’m actually cutting. I guess because they scab over etc. But started cuts…man. It stings like feck. And my ribs are swollen. Well they always swell up when I cut. *sigh* really shouldnt do it right near where my bra sits. When I lean over to type my bra moves down slightly and touches it. It hurts.
I used to do it on my legs a lot, but then I actually started being all girlie and wearing skirts so it showed up a lot. It doesn’t hurt as bad though.
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I used to do it on my legs a lot, but then I actually started being all girlie and wearing skirts so it showed up a lot. It doesn’t hurt as bad though.
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Cutting’s bad for you. My last girlfriend used to cut. I got her to stop by making her a promise: Every time she cut, I would cut three times as many, three times as long, and three times as deep. She stopped that very day. I’m kinda glad; I don’t like cutting myself, because I DO like it. I enjoy the pain, so I don’t let myself start a destructive habit. (cont’d)
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Cutting’s bad for you. My last girlfriend used to cut. I got her to stop by making her a promise: Every time she cut, I would cut three times as many, three times as long, and three times as deep. She stopped that very day. I’m kinda glad; I don’t like cutting myself, because I DO like it. I enjoy the pain, so I don’t let myself start a destructive habit. (cont’d)
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(cont’d) About Jason: afore-mentioned girlfriend broke up with me so she could “be young and have fun.” She ran my heart through the mud and put it back inside me. I still love her, though, and I always will. Sometimes I even hope we’ll get back together. And trying to protect him is no better reason. Another ex did that to me, tried to keep from hurting me. (cont’d)
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(cont’d) About Jason: afore-mentioned girlfriend broke up with me so she could “be young and have fun.” She ran my heart through the mud and put it back inside me. I still love her, though, and I always will. Sometimes I even hope we’ll get back together. And trying to protect him is no better reason. Another ex did that to me, tried to keep from hurting me. (cont’d)
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(cont’d) She ended up hurting me more by breaking up with me than if we’d stayed together. Of course, she also cheated on me, but that’s not the point. I hope you aren’t really considering ending your life. There is not a single way you could do it without hurting someone. Someone I know was killed in an accident a few days ago, (cont’d)
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(cont’d) She ended up hurting me more by breaking up with me than if we’d stayed together. Of course, she also cheated on me, but that’s not the point. I hope you aren’t really considering ending your life. There is not a single way you could do it without hurting someone. Someone I know was killed in an accident a few days ago, (cont’d)
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(cont’d) and it turns out he had a lot more friends than anyone knew or expected. It’s the same for you; you have a lot more friends than you think. Many people care for you from a distance. Take those here on OD, for example. I care about you just as much as I do all my friends, and that’s quite a lot. ::sigh:: There’s a lot more I want to say, but I’ve talked enough for now. With a hug,
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(cont’d) and it turns out he had a lot more friends than anyone knew or expected. It’s the same for you; you have a lot more friends than you think. Many people care for you from a distance. Take those here on OD, for example. I care about you just as much as I do all my friends, and that’s quite a lot. ::sigh:: There’s a lot more I want to say, but I’ve talked enough for now. With a hug,
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YOU’VE BEEN HIT BY THE |^^^^^^^^^^^^| |SEXY TRUCK | ‘|”””;.., ___. |_…_…______===|= _|__|… | “(@ )'(@ )””””*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ ONCE YOU’VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 PEOPLE! IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU’LL KNOW YOU’RE REALLY SEXY! IF YOU BRAKE THE CHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UN*SEXYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT; HIT W
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