my best friends

I was just looking out the window and I watch a bus go past. There was such a temptation to just go and jump on a bus and go somewhere and never come back. But I just came back onto my laptop to write a physics presentation I have to give tomorrow..and to see if Henry was online..and my desktop is a drunken photo of me Zoe and Josh…with all of us looking terrible (I guess Zoe doesn’t look so bad) and I just thought about how much I do love my 2 best friends in Lynn. Josh is worried about me and says that he can tell something is wrong and gets upset that I helped him so much with all his crap but he feels like he can’t help me. I feel so guilty. I don’t really know what to say…but these are my best friends…my really drunk best friends..not that the photo comes out so good on photobucket on here but i cant be assed to mess around with it

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