Mum

You know, recently, I’ve thought that I’ve been in a better mood. I mean, not happy I guess but..I dunno. More contented in a way. But, now, I’m thinking that perhaps I’m just in some way numb.

Today, I went up town with my dad to sort out some building society schtuff and open a couple of new accounts and shut an old one and shizzle like that. We also did a tad bit of shopping. Got some stuff my mum needed and went to take them to her at work or at least to check if she needed them right away. We were greeted with a shut train station office. So we went to the side door of the office to find my mum and she came out crying. Her doctor had ran over to the railway (doctors is like 2 minutes walk away) and told my mum that the people who had looked at her blood from her blood test she’d just had rang him and said that she needed an emergency blood transfusion and that she should go to A&E right away. *pauses for a couple of minutes* I had to go to work..so I couldn’t stay. My dad just gave me the car keys to the car I’m allowed to drive and he stayed with my mum so she could cash up and then he would drive her to the hospital. That’s the last I heard. I came home from work a little early. I kind of wasn’t really in the frame of mind to have the area manager visit and test me on a few things (I got a question wrong because I wasn’t really listening..but apparently we scored highest out of all the DCs that she had tested and viewed so woo. Hope noone overtakes us) Anyway..I’m just waiting. Assuming an emergency blood transfusion means she is severely anaemic? Oh and my brother said that the doctor said "I hope you don;t have any plans for the weekend" so…she’s gonna be in for a while? *drums fingers* I haven’t eaten all day so I’ve shoved some stuff in the oven. Can’t be assed to cook. Frozenm stuff it is. And my dog is ill. He has just been lying around according to my brother. And he wouldn’t eat his dinner when I made it. *sighs* I dunno what else to write. There is noone on MSN that I talk to all that much..I dont have credit to phone or text people. There is nothing on TV. What shall I do? I need to keep busy. I’ve had a couple of tears but I don’t know what’s happening so there’s no point worrying..or more reason to worry? My parents don’t tell me when things are horribly bad so…I dunno. Whatever. End of entry. I shall update later.