Money, money, money

My Horoscope for the day. Surprisingly relevant.
“It is time to let go of the past and focus only on the future, dear Libra. A new person may come into your life who helps you do just that. Communication with close friends and relatives is highlighted, and you may find yourself spending more time on the phone than usual. Enjoy this day and anticipate your brilliant future.”

I keep writing entries and then accidently deleting them or not finishing them so…this one I’m going to sit here until I complete it.
I finally figured out how to get my diary not to fuck up while I’m writing in it so hopefully it wont happen again…that’s unless my laptop overheats and turns off…like it normally does after a while.

Now, what’s happened recently? My grandad’s been to see another specialist and there is nothing more they can do for his cancer. We knew it was terminal anyway but he was having chemo to slow it down…which wasn’t working. And they say nothing else is really going to help unless he has full on chemo which probably wont help. He’s still on tablets for the other stuff and I think he’s got painkillers but…pthat’s it for treatment…

Went up tooooon yesterday with my madré to shop for my brother’s birthday (yes, because I wanted to help buy presents for someone I no longer talk to) and who did I walk past? Ollie. When he spotted me I saw him grab the hand of the girl he was with. How funny – I think he was trying to make me jealous hehe. The thing I noticed though was that this girl had long brown hair and was quite tanned and slim. The girl he was two-timing me with was ginger and fat. *confused* They either broke up and he has another new bird or he’s cheating on her or she slimmed down, dyed her hair and changed her skin (coz everyone knows gingers don’t tan). Weird. Gonna try and get some gossip. Although I mentioned it to Roxy so I’m sure the whole of Debenhams is talking about it now anyway lol. Little gossip bitch. hehe.

Tomorrow is Ashley’s birthday. He invited us all out for drinks (KES pupils never turn down an excuse to get wrecked) so we’re all going out tomorrow night. I asked if he wanted to go for a meal beforehand to our restaurant we always go to and said yes and asked if it could just be me and him. So…I’m going for a nice meal tomorrow with my baby Ashley and then going to get ratassed. I have to give Josh money for drinking tomorrow because his mum isn’t visiting from Ipswich this weekend to give him ma-honey.
I should stop spending. I paid the final £316 off my holiday yesterday. I found some converse shoes that I adore. They are light blue with an orange strip and butterlies and flowers on the back. I only have plain converse…but can I warrant spending £40 on a pair of shoes that wont get worn that much (I have so many shoes that I generally swop between them all week. I’m now going up town to buy Ashley’s present and some new sunglasses. yay for summer and yay for Ashley. Actually, I should probably go and pick up Hubbard who’s coming to town with me so I guess I should leave!

–Edit–
Been up toooon and got some purty new sunglasses

They are only cheapy ones but *shrugs* I will probably break them.
Oh and this is such a pretty bag. I went on the website to find the bag I really want but can’t decide whether to get or not and they don’t have it on there. But I found this which I haven’t seen in either shop *sulks* but…isn’t it b-e-a-u-tiful??

Got Ash’s present. Don’t think it’s special enough but…I’m stuck for other ideas. Had great fun with Hubbard. Sometimes conversation is a slight struggle between us when we’re alone. I don’t know why but when I’m with her I usually go into a sensible, quiet, kind of moody (?) state. I don’t know whether this is because her personality is so overpowering or…oh I don’t know. Anyway, we had a good time. And I am ashamed to say we played chav on the way home. We rolled down the windows of my car, both had our sunglasses on, put one of my brother’s (or mum’s, i don’t know) R&B CDs on and cranked up the volume. It was so funny to see the looks we were getting – especially as we were both swopping between acting like chavs and ‘dancing’ to the music and bursting into fits of laughter. I considered putting my chair back to do the chav drive lean but I figured that was taking it too far. When I dropped her off at her place I quickly rolled her window up, changed the CD and turned down the volume lol.

Loz x