J’s House, Busy Bee,1stTime Driving,Rash

Had great fun yesterday. went to Jason’s for the first time…he lives far far away inthe middle of nowhere. it was cool. we walked from hunstanton…which is the seaside place to be near me (lol) to where he lives. took like an hour walking along the sand to his village. was fun. got to his at like 2.45. his best friend phil lives down the road from him and (coz he lives in the middle of nowhere) was excited at me being n their village so me and jason said we would meet up with him. we phoned him at about 4 (only been at Js just over an hour) and apparently phil had made other plans coz he expected us earlier…apparently he wasnt in a stress but he certainly seemed it. urgh who cares, he’ll get over it. i do feel bad though coz he warned me not to "steal Jason" from him. i wasnt stealing him, we just didnt get to Js til pretty late in the afternoon. but, Js family seem cool even though he got embarrassed so we just kinda hid in his room so aviod them lol.

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got so so so much work to do *sigh* i hate 6th form with a passion. and got so much going on recently. take this week for example.

saturday – work 10-2 meeting jason from work. evening to myself

sunday – going to jasons for the first time. major stress as never been to and from hunstanton on bus, car with parents (or someones parents) all the way lol

today – school til 2.40, first driving lesson 3 – 5, bucket loads of work for tomorro, meant to be helping some year 11s revise for GCSEs but we cancelled

tomorro – school til 2.40, meeting with listeners and a councillor til god knows when, bucket loads of work to do

wednesday – school til 2.40, jason coming round at 3. costume call for my dance show (rehersals in costumes checking we all have the right costumes and theres no probs with them etc) 6.15 – 9

thursday – *thinks* theres something…ok maybe i have a day with only bucket loads of work to do

friday – lordy 2 days…im sure im forgetting lotsa stuff that ive got planned…

Saturday – workin til 2 then its Vanilla Pod’s 10th anniversary gig (http://www.vanillapod.org) then sleeping at Zoe’s

*sigh* i need some rest. im sure ill remember what im doing thur or fri tho. but hopefull 2 days of just homework this week. im so far behind in most of my lessons. andim getting no physics revision done so these 2 exams we do every week really arent helping coz theres no point as im not gettign any further without having time to revise and improve my knowledge…"you’re shooting yourself in the foot lauren" only coz i dont have time to take the bullets outa the fucking gun.

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First driving lesson today. i wasnt scared coz i didnt tell anyone so noone went on about it and any time my parents mentioned it thru the week i didnt even acknowledge they were speaking to me. i didnt feel rude coz they’re the ones forcing me to drive. i really really really dont wanna drive. spoke tomy instructor about it too. but it wa sok. he said i was really good lol. he hardly ever takes people on roundabouts on the first lesson but he did me. get me im good lol. (im sure he says that to everyone but meh). it was ok. felt kinda natural which i didnt expect. and i dont like it feeling natural. i dont wanna die in a car accident thanks. i know i mention her all the time but my ocusin sarah was only 18 when she was killed driving and blah. anyway change of subject. cars smell.

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I’ve suddenly got a rash about an hour ago. it really really stings and itches and its over both my wrists and my neck. i had to take my watch and bracelet and necklace off. im trying not to itch it but it stings so bad :'( i hope its not an allergic reaction to anything. i dont like allergies. ima llergic to  something in cough medicine. i get all puffy all over and spotty and itchy and urgh. it hurts.i dont want another allergy lol.

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