I’m alive.

I haven’t been here in while. I guess today is the wrong time for me to start writing again. I’m feelings pretty down today. Well, this evening anyway. And I feel if I write too much now I will give you the wrong impression. I mean, things haven’t been that bad. Things are actually looking up a bit. I’ve had some bad times but generally life is OK. So I guess I shouldn’t write too much now. Just…I’m alive.

I am indeed alive. I should also write in here more often. I really want to write…to ramble…to get a few things off my chest but 1. I can’t think of what to write 2. I would probably exaggerate as I’m feeling down 3. I can’t be bothered and 4. I feel my language would be rather immature as I’m tired and blah blah blah blah blah.

Good first entry back, Lauren.