I feel like dirty old knickers today

I feel kinda crappy today. bloated, tired, bored, unsocial, unattractive, etc etc.

Et cetera…and the rest…oh how i miss latin lessons. mater est in horto. ah to be in year 9 just starting latin. then i could just slap myself and tell myself not to be so bloody stupid! Do NOT take latin. do NOT waste your time. do NOT take PE short course. it is AMAZINGLY boring and more trouble than it’s worth. geography is cool though, lol. easy GCSE or what??

yah so…physics…momentum…equilibrium…im trying to fool myself into thinking im revising.it isnt working.

so…today. got up. walked to school with Stoo Josh and Emma. got to school. sat in form. went to physics. got bored out of my mind. went to psychology got moaned at coz i didnt do my homework…but she didnt listen coz i HAD done it, it was just in my folder in my locker so i asked if i coudl go get and she said she’d write me down as not having done it and i HATE her. lol. yah, then…erm…maths. With Mr K. he was drunk again…ok not really, he just sounds it. he slurs his words. he dosent believe in us doing endless sums. we discuss answers and methods all lessons. well, he does and i text people. what was last? oh, biology. with the new zealand woman whatever her name is. boring as fuck is that woman. OOH, but me and apple talked in bio. well, we argued, but thats not the point! adnthen as we waited the smae place for friends coz we were let out early tehre was a 10 minute silence. fun fun!

cant be bothered to write anymore. now having the same arguement with Ol as i do every time we speak. i cant ‘have fun’ knwoing there is no future coz he doesnt wanna get involved with anyone. someone tell the guys that excuse has been used. one minute its “i need to sort my life out before getting involved with anyone” and teh next “you need me to come round and cheer you up?” “you missing me coz i miss you?” i hate it like that. either teher is a future posibility of us getting together or were just friends.

rant over,

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