‘good’ entry

Man, I really think I could be happy. Things have changed. I think a week away with my friends in Italy was just what I needed. It was so good spending so much time with someone who I know cares about me . o O ( love you, A )

I haven’t had the best couple of weeks. I’ve had some stuff that’s been pretty tough to cope with. And…I think I pretty much have coped. I mean, I’ve had a few bad moments (generally when I come online…and then end up entrying) but I’ve been OK. And I have only cut once since just before I left for Italy. It helps having Ollie in the background. At first all the trouble over him kept my mind off things…then with Marie…Ollie was close to her so he was in the same position as me and we both had each other…and now…keeping my mind off things with taking me out for meals and coming out with my friends and spending time at eachothers and just knowing that he is someone that always wants a text from me…it’s so nice. I really think he could make me happy.

The internet does me no good. I’m going to keep to not coming on so much or for so long. *smiles*

-Lauren xx