Fenderz, Ollie, FCUK jeans

Happy. Happy. Happy.

My physics teacher kinda upset me yesterday. He didn’t mean to lol. I was just talking to him after the lesson about resits. I had to go last in the queue. When everyone else left the room he was like "What happened? Seriously, I have no idea what happened with you. You used to be such a bubbley vivacious young girl and now you’ve changed. I don’t try and hide it, I like you. I like having you in my class but you need to get your enthusiasm back. Where has that curiosity gone?" And then he started on about me talking to him and that he was always there, that’s what he’s for and that he’s worried about me etc etc etc and I started getting tears in my eyes. Things are a little much for me at the moment so I’m kinda upset easily and I was like nooo…how embarrassing. I haven’t seen him since yet but I did have physics today with my other teacher and I think he must’ve had something mentioned to him coz when I went to speak to him at the beginning of the lesson he did that whole soft voice thing and said "Lauren…?" and I was like omg.  anyway…

last night at like 6.40ish I got a phone call from a very hyper Ollie asking what I was doing and what I was doing in 20 mins. He made me go out with him. He took me for a meal in a pub in one of the villages around here and then we went and sat in his car in Sandringham (near the queens house lol) and looked at all his holiday photos and photos and videos from when he performed at EuroJam. It was so good. hehe I love seeing Ollie. He always cheers me up. And when he dropped me off home at like 10.30 his hug kinda lingered and i got all girly. OMG I can’t start liking him again. *giggles* too late. But nothing’s gonna happen. It’s too soon after Jim and Ollie only wants to much around. And I still feel something for Jim…i think. I don’t know. But all my friends love Ollie and keep encouraging me lol and I do really like him. He’s just…*giggles* so cute. Seriously,  you have to meet him to know what I mean. He’s like a scout leader and he loves chatting and always tells you little tales about all his adventures he goes on and it’s just adorable. And he has…not really a speech impediment…not a lisp…he just says things ever so slightly wrong sometimes and I love it. He came to talk to me at work today too hehe and he offered me alift home but I was meeting my mum *frowns* 

oooh that reminds me. when i was up town with my mum she bought me some new french connection jeans. I LOVE them. They are big and baggy and a size 10 lol…i really needed an 8! A friggin 8 omg lol. but they look really cool being big. Put it this way, I’m never gonna wear a thong with them unless im going fancy dress as a hussy! I’m not allowed them until the day of my party though. They have to be a birthday present. I’m either gonna get some other french connecion jeans (that have fc embroidered on one cheek and uk on the other) or some plain light calvin clein jeans to wear for my party. So woo. I’m excited about new jeans lol.

I’m happy. SO happy. and texting Ollie *smiles*

Love and hugs, Princess Lauren xxx