Clubbin’ in Lynn Buh

Back in my home town for the mo. Went out last night. Short of money so I said I was only going to the pub and if people went onto the club, I would disappear. Didn’t quite turn out that way.

Emily and Ella and their boyfriends were out. So they went home early (as usual). Don’t you just hate it when friends get boring because they have boyfriends? Rachel Stevens was about and Tara. All the girls I’m going on holiday with on Friday. Shame Ashley wasn’t out. There were quite a few other people from my school and 6th form out but hardly anyone I really wanted to talk to. Apart from Phil (i shared my 18th birthday party with Phil..he’s so sweet) He’s just spent months and months and months in Africa. Yay he’s back. He now has hair like the Beatles. *laughs* bless him.

Anyway, met up with a couple of guys. I spent the rest of the night talking to liam and Tara spent the rest of the night talking to…what the fuck is his name? Russ…or Ross. One of thos *shrugs* I didn’t get told his name until i’d had a few to drink. I’ll decide to call him Russ. That seems more likely. So, Russ is the sweetest guy. He’s SO good looking and the perfect gentleman. All night he was boogying to the music and mucking around and making sure me and Tara were ok and buying us drinks and aaaw. Liam is cute. Not good looking but he’s such a nice guy to talk to. Me and him found we have a lot in common. I’ve known of him but never really got to know him. And Russ I recognised but I didn’t know him. Tara ‘got to know him’ last week out in town and he took her home and was a perfect gentleman apparently (she was gutted).

Anyway, realised why I never go home to go clubbing…man it sucks. Crap music, stupid people. But thank god for the smoking ban…meant me and Liam could sit outside smoking and chatting.

Tara gave me a lift home. On the way back she really make me laugh. Apparently… I made her cool. She used to hang around with all the ‘freaks’ (her word not mine) and I hun around with the cool kids. AND I was dating Charlie when Harriet liked him (she was a tall girl with boobs when we were 12 and thought she was gorgeous) so that made me like Queen Bee. Charlie chose me over the apparent most popular girl… Anyway, one day…she says…I told her that me and the cool kids were going bowling and invited her along. So the next day she came bowling with us after school. Outside my high school there is a crossing with an island and then further up is a proper crossing. We crossed at the island and tara had always been told this was unsafe by her mum. She felt so rebellious. (Us cool kids were really the bullies and the rebels…*rolls eyes* and everyone worshipped us…or were scared of us) So Tara was on the phone to her mum saying “yeah I’m fine…I’m with Lauren”. That, apparently, is the first time she had ever felt cool. *laughs* Tara is amazing. I could never imagine her hanging about with the ‘freaks’. But yeah, I made her cool by inviting her bowling. She came and sat with us after that in form time and got cooler and cooler as the years went on. That story made me chuckle…and I can’t remember any of that happening. I remember Tara suddenly moving from sitting With Angie and Sophie etc to come sit with us but I don’t remember it being because of me…

yeah…Cambridge tonight. Meeting Bev and Gemma from work for a curry. Well, technically Bev isn’t from work anymore coz she left and Gemma handed in her notice Saturday. Damn it, I’m the only one left. I NEEEEED to leave. I NEEEEED a new job. Should be awesome to see Bev again though and I always enjoy my time with Miss Gemma.

Best go amuse myself in other ways…

love Lon xxx