back?

ooh I wandered away for quite a few days didn’t i? Technically I didn’t, I’ve been about I just haven’t made any entries.

What haven’t I recorded in here?

Swansea. Went to Swansea with Jordan last week end. Scary as hell. Met his parents. They were really nice but omg. Met his friends at engagement party. All seemed really nice. (bride to be = gorgeous). Lovely weekend just being a couple.

Jordan’s redundancy…let’s not discuss that though because things are looking hopeful with it anyway.

Results. Got my Alevel results. Not pleased with them in the slightest but they are just about what I expected. No worries about them because I know I haven spent the last 2 years skiving lessons and getting drunk so it’s cool. My aim was to get enough points to get into my uni course and I did that easily so I’m happy. Now I just have to decide whether I definitely want to go to uni and I have to decide that like…now. hmmm…

Very very tired and gonna be very very busy. Not going to see Jordan for a long time. Got 2 days off this week. One of which he’s got an appointment back in Swansea. The other he’s on one of his trial days for a job. *sighs lots* bah.

oh, something else. My mum. She has a hysterectomy on Monday. She’s ok. She came home Thursday and she’s treating me like her slave. She don’t wanna keep it up lol coz she’ll get a smack of the lugs. Massive cut but you can barely see the scar. They’ve done it well. It just looks like a crease from where her trousers have been. Quite cool. No redness or anything.

I’ve been feeling really down lately. Maybe it is just being tired. No. It’s not but that’s what Jordan said and if I tell myself it enough times then I might believe it. I’ev been eating a lot of white chocolate. Things must be bad lol. This is always my last resort for attempts to cheer myself up. And I’ve really been enjoying the chocolate. Times are bad.

Lauren x