coming to a close, starting a new

 so, i get possession of my apartment on april 6th.  i can’t wait and i’m scared to death.  i hate packing up. i hate living in boxes.  

i started this entry a few weeks back, i think.  this is the final week in the house i’ve called home for the last nine years & seven months.   so much has happened in those nine months and seven months.  it doesn’t seem like that long, but wow…. 

i’ve been packing, slowly, going through things, sorting, deciding.  keeping this, getting rid of that.  i’m probably keeping too much, but on the other side of this move, i’ll continue to sort and go through.  i’m sorting through 38 years worth of life.  i’m sorting through things my parents left behind.  its overwhelming.  i’m looking forward to the new life i will be starting for myself.  i have to wonder where i’ll be this time next year.