Now and then…

Now after about 3 months at the new job I still don’t know if this is a good thing or bad.  It’s a new experience for me.  I miss my family.  I think of this as my year in hell, but it’s not that bad.  But I still know I’m missing so much.  I don’t miss the old job.  And really only one person there.  Somehow I seem to relate to only a few people.

……

Now after 10 months at the new job….

The guy who got me the job (without even an interview) is now gone under murky circumstances at best.  I may be offered a perm position within a month or two.  I never would have expected this if you had asked even two months ago.  Time brings us change.  My blood pressure is way too high way too soon.  My mother had very high blood pressure but I didn’t remember it starting this soon, but I was just a 4 year old when she was this age.

More walking.  Less talking.