FMLA

How do I explain this. My doctor has approved a 6 week FMLA for me. My boss is the crazy one. Or the one in need of serious help. He ran issown loff one of the best admins I have ever seen. Total prick. Has 3 children of his own and 5 more adopted. Real son wanted nothing to do with him when he was in on leave. Mother killed by a tractor trailor hit. He’s a strange one. Can’t guite figure him out. Think he is under the infuluence of his boss. Great change in his person ality after about 6 months. I’ll aways think of him as the ewok. Short. Beard. Until he figured out the team. Drove me to watch Good Will Hunting yet again.

Billie. Awesome. Diffcherent. From my first memory of her. Different. Good friend. Maybe more in a different life. I was so much younger then. When I watched Good Will Hunting for the first time in a theatre in North Atlanta while that for one of my first AIX classes. It’s become one of my favority movies. Maybe the favority. Still trying to figure out how to overcome the beating I endured at the age of three.

I miss this place. I’ve had my life on hold just trying to find a way to survive long enought to figure out my own life. Some place higher than the turkey dinners of a good and loving family that is not my own.

Will there by time for me? After the obligations of taking care of the kids. They are wonderful. Natalie is now a teen. She went to twilight with a bunch of girls. Zack wanted her to meet him at the movie after it but I told her I thought two in one day was a bit much.

When I try to give her advice when we are alone in the car together I get that dumb look only a 13 year old girl can give. I try to explain that she is entering the Spring time of her life. She may get it when she is 30.

I will (someday) life my own life. But for now she and her younger sister are more importantiant the my own needs. I hope I survive long enough.

I once thought I had found something special in a woman I met here. She was special and I still enjoy reading her life story. I wonder how her kids are doing. We were at different places in our lives, but I hope I can take away some things from that experience without taking anything from heer. She was and still is a wonderful lady making her way around this planet. She still manages to inspire me almost 10 years after me met for our one and only time.

i don’t expect a response dear lady. But please don’t be offended if I still find inspiration from you writings. You kept me going during a very down time in my life. I only hope I gave something in return for the time you chose to share with me.

Onward and upward.