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email I got from his yesterday:

I dont want a responce. I want yuo to loose my contact of anything. I was willing to set and talk, But I saw text from you about calling therapist and requesting suprise visits on me, claiming I abuse my kids. Friends dont do that. U say it is Michelle communicating and u dont, u dont know why she is constently trying to talk with you. It is you playing michelle and I against each other more than the kids. There isnt much she doesnt know, and when we argue she knows cause you communicate with her about it. When I told you we would never be a couple u forwarded it to her. u say you love and care about us, I see diffrent. I saw test u told her that if she has problems or dont like women I bring here u are willing to back her up. U tell her u do it for best intrest of kids, and u want them to live with her and u feel like they are better living with her. U told her that i haad it easy, she needds and others need to stop helping me. I dont need anyone. I am a survivor and with enough patients things do work out. My friends would never do this to me. That message from this morning I forwarded to Elizabeth. She said she never said anything like that or talked to you. Yes alot was petty I was willing to talk but when I found out that u made a report even u cancelled it it hurt me, I have no trust in you, I cant take that risk. U of all people know the hell I have gone through and help I am getting for kids.Also in past you have talked to cps worker against me. I am talking to de dee we are still nothing . we are talking. She is not the reason I eneded the friendship. I am tired of the garbage. I bust my rer to survive and support my kids and do twhat they need. to be betrayeded like that, I cant and will not go on. Thanks for cookie dough, but please keep it,. I read youtr message today you sent on Yahoo, Thanks, but more damage than that has been done. i saw that you said you were gonna message my friends on facebook and tell them stuff against me, sorry friends dont do that. I would have never done this to u or my worst enemy. U cant get mad and make reports like this cause didnt get your way or you are mad. Sorry you hurt me. Good bye.

Everyone tells me to just leave him alone……  it is so hard for me to walk away but I need to be stong and just do it!!!