How

How am I not suppose to be mad or hurt or upset when I was by his side through his divorce and his fathers death….  My mom had kidney stones and is having surgery next thursday and friday…  Thursday she has the tube put in her back and my daughters teacher is taking her thursday night and then she is having the actual thing done removing of the stones done friday at 12pm and I have no one to watch my daughter because of him.  my sister is taking thursday and friday off to be with my mom.  Everyone tells me to just take my daughter up to the hospital but Friday I don’t know if I want to do that.  My daughter is 4 and I dont want to freak her out seeing her grandma hooked up to all kinds of mechines….  I dont have the money to pay for someone to watch her either.  I don’t know what I am going to do… I am trying to hard not to stress this out but again how can I not be mad and angry??

My sis friends father passed away lastnight he had been fighthing cancer and lost his leg due to cancer as well.  The services are suppose to be next Saturday.. It is going to be a crazy week next week that is for sure.